Last night I dreamed that the dr. found from testing that the baby I was carrying was "humanoid," which in my dream meant half human and half something else. The doctor recommended I come back in a month to terminate the pregnancy. I refused, and even followed the dr. out of the office and explained to her why. I told her how disappointed I was because I had chosen her because she was a Christian, and I expected her to practice according to her beliefs.
It was a disturbing dream, and touched on my fears about the testing. I have no doubt that we would keep the baby, but I guess I worry about the results in general, and then the response of the doctor.
I don't even know if/when we will get the tests done, but I do know that God is in control, and He is knitting our little baby together right now.
Off to the dr. in a few hours! I'll give a report after that.